I don't usually write manuscripts for my midday homilies at Grace Cathedral, but to get my words closer to where they needed to be, I did today. Here it is.
Matthew 5.1-7
For with the judgment you make you will be judged, and the
measure you give will be the measure you get. Why do you see the speck in your neighbor’s
eye, but do not notice the log in your own eye?
Very often part of this gospel passage is quoted as a way to
encourage having grace. I support that.
Sometimes this passage is quoted as a way for not having to
do an evaluation, a measuring of actions compared to values. I do not in the
least support that.
Note that Jesus doesn’t only say not to judge. No, he says
to first and foremost start by judging ourselves, to wonder what we’re doing
well and what we’re failing to do.
By now we’ve probably already heard about the white
supremacist, terrorist massacre that took place in an African Methodist
Episcopal Church in Charleston, SC last week.
By now we may’ve already heard a sermon about the event,
read some articles about it.
By now we may be wish that we could just move on, could get
over it, could stop talking about it.
Do we, beloved, notice the logs in our own eyes?
On June 18, the day after the murders, Charles Pierce,
writing for Esquire said,
“We should speak of it often. We should speak of it loudly.
We should speak of it as terrorism, which is what it was…It is not an isolated
incident, not if you consider history as something alive…Think about what
happened. Think about why it happened. Talk about what happened. Talk about why
it happened…The country must resist the temptation present in anesthetic
innocence…
“If people do not want to speak of it, or think about it,
it’s because they do not want to follow the story where it inevitably leads.
It’s because hey do not want to follow this crime all the way back to the
mother of all American crimes, the one that Denmark Vesey gave his life to
avenge [slavery].”
We may be tempted to say — as I know many close friends and
family are — “I didn’t own slaves. I had nothing to do with that,” but that is
to ignore the status quo of how black people are treated in the United States.
On twitter, @LeftSentThis offers this list of rules for
Black people: No hoodies. No toy guns. No breathing. No listening to music at a
gas station. No asking for help after a car accident. No praying at church.
Those are all actions and behaviors that have led to Black
people being killed by agents of the state, vigilantes, and people who just
don’t like Black people. We are here, gathered around Word and Sacrament, not
fearing for our lives because of the color of our skin. Dylan Roof violated the
safe place of Church, a specific church that inspired and gave hope to Black
people freed from slavery and still under the thumb of white oppressors in the
19th Century.
Jesus the Christ directs us to not judge others for we will
be judged according to the standard we use — and then he challenges us to use a
standard for ourselves. As Episcopalians we have vowed to strive for justice
and peace among all people, respecting the dignity of every human being. Today,
every day, and especially in light of one more attack against Black people
based on the color of their skins.
Jesus is nudging, pushing, shouting for me to ask myself,
“Why have I marched at Pride, and picketed at immigration court, but only
tweeted that black lives matter? Why haven’t I taken to the streets for my
sisters and brothers with darker skin?”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, “Silence in the face of evil is itself
evil: God will not hold us guiltless. Not to speak is to speak. Not to act is
to act.”
But our silences and our wonderings and our inactions are
not the end of our stories beloved. I exhort you, as Paul exhorted those he
wrote to not lose heart or feel this is too much, that we cannot make a
difference individually, that death — particularly senseless deaths of Black
people — is the status quo, to never change.
We have come through Christ’s death, and we have been joined
to his resurrection in the font where we promised not only to strive for
justice and peace, but to continue in the breaking of the bread. We came
through the water and come to the table not only for solace, but also for
strength; not just for renewal, but for pardon of our sin.
When we leave this place, we’ll go out to do the work we’ve
been given to do, and we’ve got a lot of work to do. God will not hold us
guiltless for our silence and inaction, but the Spirit empowers us to do the
work that Jesus the Christ calls us to do.
Let us not judge others, lest we be judged, but let us look
for the planks in our own eyes, our own actions and inactions that blind us.
Amen.
